Went and saw a counselor today

They are free and junk and it was good to talk to someone who doesn't know me. She said things about me though that I wish more people would pick up. Anyways I called out of work and slept in my friends dorm for like 3 hours and then talked the councilor, ate some food spent some time with friends got some work done.... Well procrastinated since its like 230 am. I just need to work on staying focused. I hope my boss doesnt hate me for not going in but I felt like I was going to die this morning. No death please.

As for art.... B- on my first drawing. Not too shabby. I get why too so just gotta work some more of course. Hoodie season is back too yay. I'm always barefoot.

The days are flowing together

I don't know when is where and who and what and I fall asleep everywhere so easy and everyone is always sleeping and we went shopping and I turned my first assignments in and I did horrible and my body hurts and I don't know what I've had to eat today but coffee and we bough a coffee machine and we are going to a house show something about a hooks and something about a gallery showing ok

My brain is melting

Taking a break

I feel like I'm already killing myself with all this work and not taking a moment to look around and enjoy life a little bit. How can I be inspired if I'm not living? So many things to do before I have more things to do.

There is also like this thing of getting to know the people who I've met more in depth. Some are more awesome than others ... It's like the human condition of judging kicks in. I don't like people who smoke anything or drinking and parties or any of that and my friend who is not an art major said she was invites to 6 different parties in one night. I only ever heard of some but it looks like the art department is like this extension of the rest of the school. Winthrop really is not just global but diverse in itself.

I really seeing how God is moving in my life it's just so hard when I'm sleep deprived and always have something to do or work on.

Today in my intro to fine art class my 3D professor did a talk on sketch books and what they are and just it was insane. Insane awesome so I'll be changing the name of this blog shortly.

I miss my brother

No word just feelings

I give up

First late night & coffee in Rutledge

Being able to work on such a magnificent space is just... I love it. There are so many people there in the middle of the night it's perfect because I get feedback on work and time goes by faster with company and music and it's great. It's just great. I got a lot done tonight,so far I've kept up with no procrastinating... It's fabu. Not to mention meeting new people who are believers in the art department is not impossible. I love over lapping community.

Every Monday...

I'm going to have this long two hour break between my writing and 3D class and well I don't know what to do so I'm just reading over my assignment again for drawing because I don't remember if my fundamentals book is for 2D or intro class. My materials should be in the mail today... Hopefully. I'm going I start reading pastor Stevens book Greater and so far it's good, of course. I also added my orange bow to my portfolio. I think always having that will be a reminder for me that I'm never alone.